As the days of Easter progress, I’d like to take a moment, go back and
recall an oft-maligned figure amongst the disciples: Thomas. Thomas’ words are like an unexpected
shower on the Easter Parade; the grumpy uncle whose cynicism spoils the
birthday party; the malevolent aunt whose bitterness threatens a family
reconciliation. Can’t he get with
the program?
It may help to remember that Easter itself is a day of consternation,
deep suspicion, fear, rushing to and fro and in the end unanticipated joy. It is not, in the style of some Easter
cards, “That happy Easter morning.”
We need to remember that it is in the face of fears, doubts, and common
sense that some of Jesus’ closest followers experience the Risen Lord. As the day unfolds Thomas is not with
them, until at day’s end he comes, from where we are not told, to join the
rest in their place of hiding. Still
bearing the weight of Jesus’ death, still in fear of what might lie ahead, he comes
in out of the cold to be confronted with the joy and jubilation of the
others. His reaction is much as
theirs had been earlier in the day.
“We’ve seen the Lord!”
“Oh you have, have you?”
“He is risen!”
“Risen indeed. Dead is
dead. I won’t believe a word of it
unless I see him with my own eyes, and touch the wounds to be sure it’s not
some imposter!” So Thomas goes on
his way, and God lets him wait a whole week. Finally, a week later, Thomas is with the disciples, and in
a moment of time his world is changed.
Jesus appears, unannounced, in the midst of them.
Jesus, ever courteous, invites Thomas to touch the nail holes, and put
his hand in the spear wound in his side.
“My Lord and my God!” he exclaims.
“Do you believe because you
have seen? Blessed are they who do
not see and yet believe.” I
imagine Jesus delivering that line with an arched eyebrow and just the hint of
a smile. From that moment on Thomas’
belief is stalwart.
Yet Thomas has been the victim of a bad press, and unkind Sunday school
teachers, one of whom once fairly shouted at me, “Don’t be a Doubting Thomas!” “He’s a real Doubting Thomas” is not a
line normally delivered in an understanding or sympathetic tone of voice. He’s been maligned as hardheaded,
weak-spirited, disloyal - a person surely not to be emulated, and perhaps to be
shunned.
An Apostle, remember, is one sent forth on behalf of the
Risen Christ. In the first years
of the Church, the word “Apostle” was reserved for those who had known Jesus
before and after the resurrection.
Peter, James, John all meet the standard, and so does Thomas, but some
would hold his initial skepticism as grounds for disqualification.
However, I believe Thomas is a man for all seasons. In fact, I see him as a prototypical
Everyman/Everywoman, and possibly as an Apostle to our era.
Let’s look at ourselves honestly.
We can be very tolerant, but we don’t want to be taken in, cheated or fooled. We look for fraud, and are fast to spot
it, whether or not it’s really there.
In our day we might well respond to reports of the resurrection in an
empathetic, possibly therapeutic style.
“Why those poor disciples.” we’d say, “They’re deep in denial about Jesus’ death. Well, we can’t let them influence
anyone else. If they want to fool
themselves, we won’t burst their balloon, but we’ve got to set a standard,
maybe give them a reality check.
Let’s tell them we find this whole business hard to believe, and unless
we can see..... no, touch his wounds, we’ll have to stick to our own opinion.”
Do you hear echoes of Thomas?
Does it sound like us?
In the resurrection we are, after all, dealing with a collision of
worlds: a world of space, time, energy and mass; and a world beyond those
qualities, a spiritual reality that we could say provides the infrastructure
upon which the world of our daily experience is built. These worlds interpenetrate each other
with surprising frequency, as our scriptures and indeed the beliefs of all the
world’s religions attest.
The Christian claim is that the very Author of all worlds entered our
world for a time, was known to a circle of followers, was killed by the power
brokers of this world, and triumphed over death to proclaim the start of a New
Creation. Small wonder that we,
like Thomas, want to see it and touch it before declaring it!
Having said this, let’s look at several qualities in Thomas that make
him an Apostle for all ages, including our own.
First, Thomas is unflinchingly honest. He will not be taken in by rumor and wishful thinking, and
that is a good personal quality.
He does not patronize his friends, but tells them his doubts and
reservations. He holds on to his
own integrity, reasoning, perhaps, that if Christ was raised, he would at some
point appear to him, but if Christ was not raised, honesty required him to
accept the terrible truth. We can
learn from that.
Thomas stayed a part of the infant Christian fellowship in spite of his
doubts. During that week of doubt
he must have held some choice opinions about the truthfulness, the stability,
even the character of some of his fellow disciples.
Peter? That denying
hypocrite!
Mary Magdalene? I always
knew she had a crush on him!
John? He’s nothing but a
kid.
That’s how we’d likely see it, and that seems to be how Thomas saw
it. But whatever his opinions may
have been, Thomas stayed part of the community. He didn’t let his doubts, and perhaps his judgments, be
an excuse to abandon his friends, and walk away from them. We can learn from that.
Third, when the proof he demanded came in the most dramatic form
imaginable, Thomas’ honesty kept him from getting stuck in his pride. He set a high standard, but when that
standard was met he didn’t change it to stay ahead of the reality. He didn’t require one more proof, then
another, and another, never counting anything quite sufficient. Setting a high bar of proof, he knew
when enough was enough. We can
learn from that.
Last, once Thomas was convinced, his great honesty, strength and
integrity were given wholeheartedly to the cause of Christ. He went right to work, and by the most
ancient traditions his ministry was prodigious. When European explorers reached the southwest coast of India
the missionaries among them were amazed to find indigenous Christian churches
that dated their founding to the missionary work of this apostle who arrived
some fifteen centuries earlier.
Thomas recognized that belief is not an end in itself, but must issue in
service to the world in the name of Jesus. We can learn from that.
These are the qualities that make Thomas an apostle for all seasons:
unflinching honesty, unwavering devotion to the Christian community, even when
he thought them wrong, humility to recognize and acknowledge when he was wrong
and, once convinced, the determination to carry the new faith to the ends of
the known world. A man for all
seasons, all places and all eras.
Howard MacMullen
© May, 2012
Thank you for this one. Thomas is one of my favorites! Peter too, denied him three times! and Saul the persecutor turned propagator. and yet He loved them! It gives me hope that He loves me too! But, I haven't stayed with the community like Thomas. I wonder if the community betrayed him if we would still have the same story? I just pray he love me as screwed up as I am?
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